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today I feel so down.I watched some tv and my mood went spiralling down. angry and sad. I go bout my rounds of this once a month but now its getting worse.I am not seeking attention or what ,just needed to vent. I guess trip to the drs will make me calm a bit. must ask the dr what is this I am feeling. is it just normal pmt or am hitting menapouse? Tears come rolling down wthout me realising it.  Anxious.. angry,sad. I do not like this feeling. Apart from waiting for my dr's appointment, I do berzikir to calm me down. I pray that I will feel better soon and nothing serious. 

growing up, I love rice too much. even when I was 10 years old I started eating sambal belacan. Suka sangat makan dengan nasi.. untill 2011 last day, I eat rice twice a day but since 1st jan 2012 I cut down my rice consume to once a day.. Its day 14 and going strong.  Just pushing myself really .with everyday workout, I hope I can hed some kilos away. Makin tua ni makin susah nk kurus so I will try hard to change my eating habits.Nak ikut sangat recipe biggest loser, my tekak cannot. still nk cari nasi Tak pelah,slow n steady Lil one is still sleeping, hubby dok tengok dvd tu. I nak buat housework n get ready to go out.

been a while since blog. Miss it actually but problem with the internet connection at home makes me stayed away a while. To go out and bring the ipad, beratlah. so memang tak bawak kluar pun. The second week of January almost gone, here comes the third week. I  have been busy with my workout session. feeling so inspired off late.so layan aje lah. School days, not doing anything much,just after school try and sit down with Lil one ad discuss about her school work. we research,we discuss . its fun.After that we play outdoor or she'll ed up playing with barbie dolls:) and we try to settle early on a school night, like to have enough sleep fr school. Oh apart from that I have been spring cleaning. we donated a lot of books and knick knacks. I love the after feeling. feels lighter. with not too many stuffs berselerak. Well actually I am heading into te minimalist way..wish me luck. I miss reading my blogger friends updates. tak apalah sabar bila ada connection nanti I will read up. Have...

Seronoknya if I'm in London now. hmmm shopping sakan la gayanya! hehe Its 26 dec 2011 and my gym mood is back seriously. I have the urge to exercise and that is so good for me. I thought it was lost ad would never return. Nasib I am feeling this way again. I just want to stay fit and healthy:)

watched take home nanny and agreed with what nanny emma said..."Your child is 2 and a half years old, he needs to sleep at 7pm".. I agree that a child need to sleep to grow. Its take home nanny marathon . been watching it since petang:)I like the fact that there are ways to discipline and time out. Manners,respect, consistency, love. it will work if we focus and be in control.

It's been a while since I last update this blog,no Internet connection so terpaksalah bersabar... 3rd day of holidays and tak ke mana lagi,sibuklah pulak hubbynya.just lil one is entertaining herself with all the DVDs she can get hold off. For me,time holiday ni la seronoknya sang at declutter,haha

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been so lazy for the past couple of weeks. very lazy infact that I bother to do my Laundry. its a mess but I just wanna do it. when it comes to sweeping the floor I am fine, will do it eeryday. but Laundry, cis! memang tak suka lah. Holidays is just round the corner. In my heart of course I want to go places but nampak gayanya macam tak ada.so apalagi? spring clean rumah la. Just to kep myself busy. Just to go with the flow,less is more. Been doing that for a couple of yars already and I am proud to say its getting less actually. We do not really need stuffs to b content and happy. we just ned to be happy with what we have and make full use of every item that we have. Ok now I am getting ready for everyday routine. Sudah ku choba untuk mengemas rumah tapi mood malas masih ada. Sudah ku choba pandang ke lain, masih terasa untuk mengemas tapi malas. I shall just close the curtain and watch movies lah.tak mau feel guilty lah! just enjoy and relax.

Today we went to pavilion, Lil one wanted to go into the rm5shop at Tokyo Street , when I was browsing, I bumped into someone so familiar looking and then I was gushing to Lil one, see who's there. I did not want to terus serbu him because he was shopping . everyone else started to serbu ,malu malu..nak tegur but malu.. hehe.When we walked out the store everyone gave way ad was in confusion,"betul k e ni" Guess who It was Tun Mahathir.  It made my day

I woke up with a foul mood. Something little triggered my anger and ka boom! Arghhh now I feel like s*it.... So today is a no go day for me. Oh yesterday I went to the gym .

Yesterdays idea about cleaning, sorting and decluttering was just talk!!! I didn't get to any of it. I wonder what's wrong, been lazy since yesterday. Skipped yesterday's workout session as well. Today, belum pergi lagi. Watching tv non stop . Lapar bangkit masak.then sambung watch tv. Did nothing!! Just nothing. Don't know how long this laziness will stay just that I am enjoying doing nothing!! Blog today ni pun about nothing! Enjoyed the thunder and hujan lebat just now. Couldn't even see bangunan sebelah. Oh now I know my mood is like this because of the weather!!

Just checked hubby's wardrobe to clear away, to fold again..to cantik and kemaskan stuffs inside there. Its almost empty. Waiting for his clothes to come back from the laundrette. I am washing clothes too. Checking clothes on the dryer to see if we are using everything. The ones that stays in the wardrobe and tak keluar pakai langsung .. Should be donated right? How la to donate,its my baju Kahwin..hehe..that I will never ever will fit in ever again. Should I keep it? Hmmm Holidays is coming in 2 and a half weeks. I don't know why, but everytime the holidays is round the corner, I want to declutter. I must sit down once and for all to sort the paper junks. Other part of the house is as minimal as it can be. But behind the doors,there's containers with junks inside. I hide them so I tak pening kepala. But I guess if I sort them out, I will have that area as an empty space kan? Kitchen cabinets need to be decluttered too. Too many things in the cabinet and out, I don...

Went to workout very early and there was someone earlier than me. Bersemangat sungguh exercise pagi pagi.. Back home, I heret the recycle stuffs to the door, heret some clothes in a recycle bag too. Don't know when I'm going to clear it away but the mood to heret things to one side of the house is here:) Was surfing the net just now about minimalism and got inspired a little but I plan to go out first. Bbm'ed with bestie this morning,planning our getaway.. Dunno jadi ke tak but I am hoping to go. If she's not going,I still wanna go.There's somewhere in mind but dunno if can or not.Just a local holiday.Pun jadi:) asalkan get out of this busy city.

What shall we do today? Where should we go? Hubby is sleeping, enjoying his beauty sleep.Lil one and I have been up for quite a while. Its Deepavali today . Should we take Lil one out or should we just stay in? Yesterday Lil one I started with the science worksheets. To be able to ask questions and Look for answers,I think that's good. Using both sides of the brain to gain knowledge. With experimenting the subject it made both us wanting to know more. Its interesting.we both love it. Not in the mood to workout, not in the mood to clean as well. Arghhh

I am heading to the gym early. I missed it yesterday. Today we have lunch with grandma and some guests from down under whom we"ve known for quite a while.aftert that bestie is going to pick me up and we're going for coffee and appointments and later playdate. Love it when its school break. Lil one can have playdate all the time. On the home front, not doing any hard cleaning as I have mopped yesterday:p yesss that's tough cleaning coz it uses my upper and lower body. LOL. Yesterday another bestie texted asking where we're heading for the upcoming holidays,they wanna join. Most probably the beach. So we must meet soon to plan the trip. Another bestie invited me as contact on bbm and yay, finally. So we have been bbm'ing the whole time. Nice feeling!! To be able to keep in touch. We saw them last in 2008 before our umrah trip. Okdokie, I am off to gym now. Hoping for a great workout:)

Went to the bookstore today and found some english and science books. It should be interesting to read and go through with Lil one. The Uk sylabbus is easier to learn. There's hands on activities that we can do together without realising that we're both learning:) That should be interesting, will start with Lil one tomorrow.a little topic each day should be enough.

watched dvd last night and I totally forgot the story line. Woke up very early today. Went to the kitchen and felt a sense of calm because one side of the kitchen counter top is spotless.The other side is a nightmare. Made myself some nescafe and sat down enjoying and wondering why am I up so early on a sunday. Today I can remember my dream vividly.banjir or some sort. Hubby is up too. He said the house is too cold. La.tutuplah aircon..ni tak..selimut bertimbun :p haha. I am contemplating should I go to sleep again after suboh or just get ready and head to the gym? I think I need a personal trainer but that's so expensive to be thinking about now.Want hubby to train me but he is still at that denial stage himself.. He was telling me yesterday,if he starts gym again,lecehlah..the food he takes in is lain and I said so be it. Let's change our food together and let Lil one see that by eating healthy, we make a difference. I hope very soon to succeed with the pujuking hubby to s...

Ok,I am going nuts:p I am blogging while on the machine:) well just that Lah..ha ha... Must clear the kitchen today. That's my target for today. No one in the gym so I can workout as long as I wanna..

This morning I woke up with a flu. Aiseyman! Another round of sickness ke? I have taken garlic pill before anything else. Oh I should consume some manukah honey. Yeah. Go traditional first before heading to the clinic if it gets worse. Apart from that I am reading on minimalism. The true fact of that will undoubtedly give me a sense of satisfaction. Yeah too many clothes, in the cupboard and outside is not the way to live. I must stick to the rule one in one out. But not in the mood yet. Hubby have been busy for the past couple of days and Lil one too. We are planning activities for Deepavali holidays week. Must organise a playdate with besties. And soon enough,raya haji will be here. Talking about raya haji, I have a couple of friends leaving for haj this coming week. Doakan semoga mereka pergi dengan berkat dari ALLAH subana wataala..semoga mereka pergi dan kembali dengan selamat. I pray for them. Insya ALLAH everything goes well. Okdokes,hubby is picking me up. Going f...

Lil one is so happy because she is involved in concert practice....she loves performing and singing...I layan ... It's been a while since I updated the blog,sorry...no Internet connection. Changed my blog name to minimalist wannabe because that's what i wanna be from today forward.