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today I feel so down.I watched some tv and my mood went spiralling down. angry and sad. I go bout my rounds of this once a month but now its getting worse.I am not seeking attention or what ,just needed to vent. I guess trip to the drs will make me calm a bit. must ask the dr what is this I am feeling. is it just normal pmt or am hitting menapouse? Tears come rolling down wthout me realising it.  Anxious.. angry,sad. I do not like this feeling. Apart from waiting for my dr's appointment, I do berzikir to calm me down. I pray that I will feel better soon and nothing serious. 

growing up, I love rice too much. even when I was 10 years old I started eating sambal belacan. Suka sangat makan dengan nasi.. untill 2011 last day, I eat rice twice a day but since 1st jan 2012 I cut down my rice consume to once a day.. Its day 14 and going strong.  Just pushing myself really .with everyday workout, I hope I can hed some kilos away. Makin tua ni makin susah nk kurus so I will try hard to change my eating habits.Nak ikut sangat recipe biggest loser, my tekak cannot. still nk cari nasi Tak pelah,slow n steady Lil one is still sleeping, hubby dok tengok dvd tu. I nak buat housework n get ready to go out.

been a while since blog. Miss it actually but problem with the internet connection at home makes me stayed away a while. To go out and bring the ipad, beratlah. so memang tak bawak kluar pun. The second week of January almost gone, here comes the third week. I  have been busy with my workout session. feeling so inspired off late.so layan aje lah. School days, not doing anything much,just after school try and sit down with Lil one ad discuss about her school work. we research,we discuss . its fun.After that we play outdoor or she'll ed up playing with barbie dolls:) and we try to settle early on a school night, like to have enough sleep fr school. Oh apart from that I have been spring cleaning. we donated a lot of books and knick knacks. I love the after feeling. feels lighter. with not too many stuffs berselerak. Well actually I am heading into te minimalist way..wish me luck. I miss reading my blogger friends updates. tak apalah sabar bila ada connection nanti I will read up. Have...