a comeback from other form of social media

I had the best rendang for breakfast this morning..with pulut kuning.. Yummy!! Alhamdulillah . After that I got the car and went to feed the cats..and got back home, watched tv3 drama melayu "persis" I didn't know that such a drama could have an effect on me.. Sedih!! Did a favour for a friend jus now, sent them to the bus stop.... Its very hot today !!

Alhamdulillah, god bless. Rezeki came by in the form of so many things. Hubby and I have been left with just one car for about a few months now. And everyday we struggled taking and passing the car between us during the day.we've also been thinking about getting a second hand car. But even second hand cars are expensive and in the midst of all those thinking and thoughts, we found one which is selling for an amount that seldom come our way. So after thinking for a few nights, I bought us a secondhand car yesterday. So alhamdulillah syukur. We're back with 2 cars and hope the struggling sharing a car ends with ease.

Oo ooo I have been very busy exercising everyday. Some days I don't feel like exercising but I still forced and pushed myself hard... The other day 2 of my "mum friends" said hey what happened to you? Look like you've lost weight!!! "Woohoo alhamdulillah" yeah the struggle I go thru everyday, its nice hearing it from people who. Noticed:) ooking at options in our lives... Been very busy looking here and there.. I also have been decluttering the home a lot. Day in day out. We just want to have the basic needs provided... Lil one is done with finals... Getting each paper one day at a time. I am also sorting out finances for the next year.. Well its not easy, but we will make do insya allah. Busy thinking of what to do !!

Looking into some business prospects. I need to do something for me,on my own terms and goals. Hubby supports me 100 percent . And furthermore LIl one is not so little anymore. I am going to make me feel worthwile

hubby came back today and gave me cash. Quite a big lump sum..alhamdulillah. After so many months business went downhill, syukur ya allah... He thought about lil one and us. Thank you ALLAH kerna membuka pintu rezeki kami.

I did 70 minutes of exercise today. I know I am determined. I received a very nasty sms yesterday. I ignored it and now I'm over it. Not going to mention anymore about that because its not worth it. Its raining heavily now. How nice if I can just nap but no I can't,going to visit mom and dad..later. I am planning to exercise for another hour later. And I shall eat oats today. Hubby picked LIl one up and sent us to LIl sissy"s house. LIl one is doing her revision and I am relaxing at the back.

I woke up very early today and headed to the gym. I found out that when I exercise,I forget everything...music at full blast and the sweat come dripping away... Apart from that I find it very interesting that with silence I can do so many things.I owe this to myself, to be able to be free from all negativity some people trying to bring me.its not that I don't bother but I am sick and tired off people who thinks they are so great and can say anything where as they don't even realise that what goes around comes around. Hubby reminded me... Throw away all the anger and hatred. There must be a reason why god is testing us this way. We must learn something from all of this. For us to be free from anger and still pray that people will change and if they don't,we must learn something from it. We need to forgive to be the bigger person. Hmm that's a very strong statement. I am free. I blog when I want..its my blog. if people can do what they want,say what they want,...

Today second day of one hour exercise session.. I've upgraded myself:)feels good to sweat and why didn't I start earlier.

My hubby menyedapkan I with this kata kata...cuba you berdoa untuk memaafkan kesalahan orang yang menenggelamkan you sampai macam ni..god is testing us in all different aspects.. Think about it.. What is god trying to show us now under this circumstances?

I had a discussion with hubby semalam pagi while having breakfast. He asked if I am being sensitive and I said..its a matter of principle and beliefs. I belief in this life that we don't know how long we're going to live, I have the right to my opinion and my own feelings.I. Am not just being sensitive unreasonably. I am hurt because as I am getting older I want to be better and nicer but some "people" thinks otherwise. What are we if we put ourselves at the same level as those who loves "drama" so much?what are we if we can't look past that? Who are we expecting so much out of people? These questions lingered in my head but I never question them directly or put them on the spot. Why?? Because they are older then me!! I do respect my elders that is why I never question them. What should I do if I think my elders are doing some things wrong? If I were to say something,it might sound nast and blunt. Here I am trying not to be rude to answer older peop...

My father in law passed away at the age of 98. He lived a long happy carefree life.semoga allah tempatkannya di kalangan orang orang yang beriman. Al fatihah

Oh how I have missed blogging my daily happenings here. But as I have said earlier not everyone likes to read what I write..I have found a new place that I can blog freely and Its quite interesting... But this will always be my memory. It isn't neccessary to tweet, to update my fb status at the moment. I don't feel happy updating those anymore.I'd rather lie low and not updating anything over there. I don't see how insulting people, being nasty and sarcastic status updates reflect on a person. But I find it irritating. When reading all that I wonder where all the batas and tatasusila of a person comes in.. I realised some of my friends on my friends list have stopped updating anything on there. This is how modern technology effects people's lives..

I'm in my third week of exercising. I have begun right after raya because I think I don't sweat enough just by doing housework... Today after shower,I got ready while hubby waited in the car...I grabbed a shirt and put it on...woweee... The tshirt is kinda loose and comfy. I know I am not losing in kilos right now but I am very happy person today. This makes me wanna exercise harder:) I am glad and proud of my achievements:D

Enough already. Cukup cukup lah mengumpat orang. When you overheard people talking bad about other people,what do you do? Do you not interfere or you speak up. Its not easy because will think what happened to you. I have had enough of people ridiculing me. I am not allowing anyone to make me feel like I owe them something. I am sick and tired of it. It doesn't matter what or how..I will defend my husband and Lil one.. When people talk bad about other people, what are they then?does that make them a better person?hmmm the laughs on you because you look so unhappy and insecure.. Its not my loss anyway. I am off twitter,bbm for the time being because I see some people use it as a place to vent their anger and insecurity. Hmmph.. I think I shall abandoned all my accounts for now. I am just not happy to see everyone is looking down on everyone else and everyone thinks they are so great. Chis

I know I should blog about it because it makes me look like a whiner.. But I learnt something yesterday.. No matter how stong your bond is, humans makes mistakes and love hurting one another. I told myself yesterday enough is enough.someone have to put a stop to all those crappy attitude. This life isn't just about you.

Its been a while since I updated this blog... I was just wondering what's the best way to clean toilet when you have to go down on all four?what is the best and easy cleaning product? Ok I need to rinse off and go eat my tempoyak before I go to sleep.. Tomorrow is an early day...